I will be maintaining a façade of indifference this semester.

This semester will go by much easier if I’m not so emotionally invested in it or in the people around me. I get so worked up because I don’t feel like I can relate to people or that my own friends aren’t even listening to me (the number of times my friends have spaced out while I was in the middle of talking to them…). When I confide in people or blow off steam, it’s labeled as complaining and I don’t know how to fix that because to me, it’s just stating a fucking fact. 

So even though I care—and I really do care—telling my friends about how much I care about/am annoyed by/am seriously hoping for stuff isn’t going to make me feel better and it’s not gonna get my work done any faster. 

Ok. Cool.